HOW about we mix some forever alone with some starcraft :D
Right now I'm bored. IF you cannot tell... It feels like I get bored a lot, but I do a lot. Right? Though sometimes I'll confuse boredom and being tired by not in this case.
I've taken three showers since I've woken up. That's a lot, at least that's what I think. Two is usually good. Once when you wake up and once when you go to sleep, but I've taken three! 3! III! and I haven't even had dinner yet.
I feel a little down at the moment. So many things are starting to rush through my little head. I hate being alone, but I don't like relationships. This got on my mind only because one of my friends wants me to hang out with one of our somewhat mutual friends, whom is a girl. He just doesn't want me to feel like a third wheel when his girlfriend comes down and his girlfriend is friends with this girl. To be honest she is pretty attractive, but I'm totally not into her... at all. If my mind was normal and just wanted sex then I'd be right on that, but it's not.
I've got a shit ton of respect for myself and others, at least in person ;). I've been told I've got a lot of patience and a LOT of self control.
I don't quite know what to do with this oncoming dilemma. I can be a douche, since I'm thinking ahead, which is the only way I can possibly be douchey and live with myself.